“Real meditation is not effort at all. Real meditation is just allowing the mind to have its own way, and not interfering in any way whatsoever — just remaining watchful, witnessing.”—Osho (via energiesoftheuniverse)
Going to Yosemite has really helped me find myself.. I’ve gone through so much this year that I’ve just lost myself. And I’m looking it the wrong places, I’m forgetting myself by trying to find myself. I’m reflecting all the change. My life is changing, so I have to change. No. I jut need to step back and let things be. I need to stop trying to label myself and fit in a label I don’t belong in.
I feel like I started smoking weed for the wrong reasons.. I started smoking to cope with things, not to have fun and to be happy. And I don’t like that. I don’t like depending on things. I don’t like the feeling of always wanting something. I think it’s just all in the head. All in the mind. Everything is.
So, I think I’m going to quit.. Quit smoking pot for the wrong reasons. I’ll probably do it with friends to have fun. But not for an outlet anymore.
I have found a new outlet, meditating. It cures all wounds, physically and mentally. Doctors don’t tell you that though cause they can’t price it. But they can price pills, and they can tell you that you need more then you really do for money. Truth is, don’t even need ONE pill, or any medicine for that matter. You can simply meditate, feel the vibrations the earth sends off, the vibrations the creatures on this earth send off. You can relax your mind and heal all wounds. I recommend it.